I keep telling myself that I don't miss you and don't love you, hoping one day I'll believe it

I keep telling myself that I don't miss you and don't love you, hoping one day I'll believe it

"I keep telling myself that I don't miss you and don't love you, hoping one day I'll believe it." These words echo in my mind like a broken record, a mantra I repeat to myself in a desperate attempt to numb the pain of your absence. But no matter how many times I say it, the truth remains unchanged - I miss you more than words can express.

Every day without you feels like a lifetime, a never-ending cycle of longing and heartache. I try to distract myself with work, with friends, with anything that will keep my mind off of you. But no matter how hard I try, you always find a way to sneak back into my thoughts, reminding me of the love we once shared.

I find myself replaying our memories over and over again, searching for some semblance of closure, some reason why we couldn't make it work. But the truth is, I miss you more than I ever thought possible. I miss your laughter, your smile, the way you used to hold me close and whisper sweet nothings in my ear.

I miss the way you made me feel alive, like I was capable of anything as long as you were by my side. I miss the way you understood me in a way that no one else ever could, the way you saw through my walls and loved me for who I truly am.

But most of all, I miss the way you loved me unconditionally, without judgment or reservation. I miss the way you made me believe in love again, in the power of two souls coming together to create something beautiful and lasting.

So as much as I try to convince myself that I don't miss you and don't love you, the truth remains undeniable - I miss you more than words can express. And I can only hope that one day, I'll find the strength to move on and let go of the love that still lingers in my heart.