How did I think you were heaven when you put me through hell

How did I think you were heaven when you put me through hell

When I first met you, I thought you were heaven sent. You were charming, kind, and seemed to be everything I had ever dreamed of. I was swept off my feet by your words and actions, believing that you were the answer to all my prayers. But little did I know that behind that angelic facade lay a devil in disguise.

As our relationship progressed, I began to see cracks in your perfect exterior. You were controlling, manipulative, and emotionally abusive. You put me through hell with your constant criticism, gaslighting, and mind games. I was left feeling confused, broken, and questioning my own worth. How could someone who seemed so perfect turn out to be my worst nightmare?

I thought you were heaven because you made me feel like I was on cloud nine when we were together. Your love bombing and grand gestures made me believe that I was the luckiest person alive. But as time went on, I realized that your love was conditional and toxic. You only showed me affection when it suited you, and you used it as a weapon to control me.

You put me through hell by tearing me down and making me doubt myself at every turn. You made me feel like I was never good enough, no matter how hard I tried to please you. I lost myself in trying to meet your impossible standards, sacrificing my own happiness and well-being in the process.